hello! welcome to my extended about. for starters, i suppose i will list my actual labels beyond queer: abrosexual, polyamorous, transsexual, intersex, objectum, & transfemmasc. i am also disabled, im not too closed off about what i deal with, but i also dont list them outright anywhere public. you interact with me anywhere for long enough, im sure youll see me notice something offhand. i will state that i am autistic publicly, and deal with moderate chronic pain, but that's about it.
my life aint that interesting besides the shitty childhood, and thats for a therapist to know, not you. im a part time worker at a restaurant. im still working on getting my license. i have 4 cats i love dearly, along with a boyfriend (who i also love of course). we've been together since 11.03.2020 and hopefully have many decades ahead of us. outside of work i am pretty much a shut in, most of my time is spent blogging, gaming, drawing, or coding. i do have a DnD campaign i attend that i have fun with, its my first one and my character was admittedly rushed so im not too attached to him. however.. i may start posting more about my campaigns in the future.
ive been told i come off standoffish or blunt but i promise im fun! im just a bit stiff around people i dont know. and around people i do know. i kinda suck at socializing but 9/10 times if i come off hostile im not meaning to, its just how i word things. you can always ask for clarification, but i am pretty straightforward about my feelings towards people
im a taurus, snake (chinese zodiac), ENTP, 4w5, melancholic, dark/psychic type. i may add more personality bits here as time goes on
i live in the midwest U.S. (EST) and have for over half my life. my sense of fashion depends on several factors. i love punk clothing, goth styles (especially fetish, mall, and traditional), and gyaru styles (amekaji, agejo, and rokku are my favorites); however i am too broke and have no space for any new clothes and so my current "style" just looks haphazard. i collect pokemon plushies, and i used to collect cool glass bottles but i currently have no space.
want to contact me directly? email me at halcybutton@proton.me or reach me on msn halcybutton@escargot.chat. i have a matrix as well, find me there @halcybutton:matrix.org ^_^ i have a discord, but i don't like listing it publicly. however, if we've chatted a bit, do feel free to ask!
likes: my bf, my special interests, sharks, sci fi, making OCs, doing what i want, swimming, stargazing dislikes: terminally online discourse, taylor swift, capitalism, bigotry, broccoli, authoritative figures
the water droplets falling are from kawiku on deviantart (link to the original post). the icon and pokesona images are my art :3
badges, clubs, and quizzes!
i will add more stuff here in the future, here's these for now!
I am a subtle flavour, quiet and polite, gentle, almost ambient. My presence in crowds will often go unnoticed. Best not to spill me on your clothes though, I can leave a nasty stain. What Flavour Are You?
Ottava rima? Me? That can't be right! Too frivolous? But tut, there's no such thing! Let others ponder thoughts of wrong and right, Or sit and think how much they love the spring; I'd rather spend my time in gleeful spite, Or maybe laugh, or maybe sit and sing. Besides, it might be fun to be inspiring - But surely it would get so very tiring.
Wisdom is something mortal men chase all their lives. You have a tendency to be in love with the unattainable, with what is greater than yourself. You are inspired by your lovers, and in some way they change you.
therian: big eyed thresher, flame point siamese cat
objectkin: ball jointed doll, alien robot*
otherkin: spotted hyena, virginia oppossum, honey badger
fictionkin: this one is hard due to identity issues lol. zim (invader zim), garrus vakarian, and lain iwakura are the major ones at the moment.
*sometimes more than kin but i don't feel like divulging why here
what i'm currently up to...
watching... golden kamuy (3rd rewatch, slowly)
reading... american psycho
playing... mass effect 2 (my shepard :3), mass effect andromeda
my neighbors and pals!
neighbors w/o buttons
interests
special interests: mass effect, sharks, pokemon, house m.d., parasitology, 90s-00s animation (especially spongebob and invader zim), music
music: harley poe, machine girl, of Montreal, AJJ, aphex twin, goreshit, my dead girlfriend, mass of fermenting dregs, lustsickpuppy, radiohead, gezebelle gaburgably, pat the bunny, the taxpayers, nmesh, death's dynamic shroud, clams casino, ruby my dear, rory in early 20s, nero's day at disneyland, black dresses, the smiths, tears for fears, oneohtrix point never, crystal castles, 100 gecs, filmmaker, slipknot, the front bottoms, a lot more. i pretty much listen to a bit from every genre
video games: spyro original trilogy, minecraft, noita, the binding of isaac, sonic, limbus company, yume nikki, many yume nikki fangames, OFF, space funeral, undertale, slime rancher, subnautica, love live, tycoon type games, a handful of indie RPGmaker horror games
TV shows/Anime: buffy, monster high, ben 10 OG, serial experiments lain, golden kamuy, lucky star, show by rock, chainsaw man, bleach, metalocalypse, danny phantom, bubblegum crisis tokyo 2040, blue seed, bandori, love live, a lot more stuff i can't think of rn
movies: ghibli movies, american psycho, donnie darko, sorry to bother you, nightcrawler, akira
hobbies: making kandi, html/css, making perler, drawing
surveys!
1. Do you like blue cheese? never tried it, i will one day 2. Have you ever smoked a cigarette? yep 3.Do you own a gun? nope 4. What flavor do you add to your drink at Sonic? i have never been to sonic 5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments? yeap 6. Do you like hot-dogs? only sometimes 8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? coffee or something else hot 9. Can you do push-ups? nope 10. What’s your favorite meal? currently katsudon 11. What’s your favorite piece of jewelry? lapis lazuli necklace 12. Favorite hobby? drawing 13. Do you work with people who idolize you? nope 14. Name a trait that you hate about yourself? how much i've regressed 15. Middle name? penis 16. Name 3 thoughts at this moment: i'm hungry, i'm bored, i should get food 17. Name 3 things you bought yesterday: weed and edibles 18. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink: pink lemonade, mountain dew, pepsi 19. Current worry right now? money 20. Current hate right now? how i cannot avoid taylor swift 21. Favorite place to be? wherever my bf is 22. How did you bring in New Years? i don't remember lol 23. Favorite place to go? aquariums 24. What is your most recurring dream? a nightmare involving child murder 25. Introvert or extrovert? introvert 26. What color shirt are you wearing? grey t shirt with the kanto starters 27. Do you like sleeping on satin sheets? never tried it 28. Can you whistle? yes 29. Favorite color? ourple 30. Would you be a pirate? nah probably not . What songs do you sing in the shower? nothing as of late 32. Favorite girl’s name? aria 33. Favorite boy’s name? aurelio 34. Who is your loudest friend? me since my voice is loud 35. What’s in your pocket right now? i have no pockets 36. Last thing that made you laugh? a meme 37. Bed sheets as a child? i don't remember 38. Worst injury you’ve ever had? probably the cut i got when i was 3 that needed stitches 39. Do you love where you live? it's whatever 40. How many TVs are in your house? three 41. What is your worst habit? chronic stoner 42. How many dogs do you have? none 43. Does someone have a crush on you? i'd hope my boyfriend does 44. Do you own slippers? nope 45. What is your favorite book? the poisonwood bible 46. What is your favorite candy? nerds gummy clusters 47. What is your favorite sports team? cleveland caveliers 48. What song do you want played at your funeral? crazy frog axel f 49. What were you doing at 12 AM last night? probably just browsing the web 50. What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up this morning? i don't remember survey source
A - Age?: 20s B - Best Friend?: my bf and my irl jess C - Car You Drive?: 2001 saturn something D - Day or Night?: night E - Easiest Person To Talk To?: my boyfriend F - Food (Favorite)?: lasagna or katsudon G - Gummy Bears or Gummy Worms?: worms H - Hair Color (Favorite)?: mine is dirty blonde, i like being bright yellow I - Ice Cream (Favorite)?: coffee J - Juice (Favorite)?: sparkling grape K - Kids (Do You Have Any)?: nope L - Longest Relationship?: current one: 3 years strong M - Movie Last Watched?: the boy and the heron N - Name?: halcyon O - Outgoing?: ehhhh P - Pizza Toppings (Favorite)?: i just get cheese Q - Quote (Favorite)?: the universe is a dark place, i'm trying to make it brighter before i die R - Right-Handed or Left-Handed?: ambi S - Season (Favorite)?: spring i guess T - TV Show Last Watched?: amazing race U - University (Did You Go)?: no V - Vacation (Last)?: lmao i am too poor. i guess NYC for senior year? W - Worst Habit?: not being able to maintain self care X - X-Rays (Ever Had Any)?: a few. mainly dental Y - Year You Were Born?sometime around the year 2000 Z - Zodiac Sign?: taurus sun and moon, gemini rising A to Z Survey (26 Questions) -- Made by Jody Marie ✿