prompt 03; de-evolution, evolution
the days have long since passed
the days where i purposely traumatized myself
the days where i surrounded myself with bad people
the days where i was miserable and thought i deserved it.
...
and then he came along
a person who showed me kindness even at my worst
a person who believes in me and what i can do
and little by little i have changed
some days the urge is still there to throw it all away
but i have changed enough that i can restrain myself
good things take a lot of care and nurturing,
while i may not be used to it...

i know it is worth it, for i have become a better person